2012 - Feb / 16 -



My beloved little KUSIA who looked like a dainty deer is in heaven now if there is heaven at all. He was better than any human being I have ever known in my life. He was much better than I will ever be. I will never catch up to you, my dearest four legged friend and it is kinda sad because I want to be sure that I can meet you sometime, somewhere when it is my turn to lay down my body to mingle with soil, with the universe... You ran like the wind, but last time you didn't return. You hid yourself behind death and now are invisible, only my spiritual senses allow me to connect to your unseen angelic being.



Without knowing about "Ascension", ACIM, "unconditional love", "high vibrational frequences", you were the embodiment of PERFECT LOVE & LIGHT, KUSIA, My Fourlegged Friend!







Your death, KUSIA, my gentle little dog, taught me more than any Big Books can teach us. That WE CAN BE LOVE WITHOUT BELIEVING IN GOD, without even KNOWING about "Mother-Father God", without following the disciplines of ANY religion created by fallible humans to control our spirit, without belonging to the "angelic tribe" of so called "Lightworkers/Wayshowers/Channelers/Starseed Indigo & Christal Children"... in sum: without the pathetic human vanity which has only one purpose: to feed human greed for grabbing a seat beside the Lord/Jesus/"Ascended Master" in order to eternally dwell in Heaven, while our enemies rot in hell.



Kusia, you knew it better. You simply LOVED me faithfully, loyally until the very end. You didn't have any ambition, aspiration for Eternity, you simply and humbly SERVED the "Source" with your little body, ANIMAL-ANIMA, and with your short life, asking for NOTHING in return, only LOVE...



YOU LIVED HOLY LOVE!



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UPDATE: 2012 - Feb / 13-14 late at night



Matthew 5:8 Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God.



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Feb / 10 -



Kusia had many epileptic seizures a few days ago and since he is extremely weak, doesn't want to eat or drink, I force a few spoons of mushed food into his mouth. His little legs are trembling when I push him to walk a very short while but I don't give up on him. The vet said Kusia should be put to sleep but for the eternal sleep he doesn't need the help of a vet if his fate is to lose the fight. I will be with him as I was with my mom. If I could wash her dead body when she passed away at home, I can be with this little sentient being until his last breath. I carry him in my arms from place to place and I am very tired as these seizures happen at night - though not for two days! - interrupting my sleep more than a dozen times. Pray for this innocent soul to survive please! I call him flower-eared, white bibbed, pink-hoofed, snub nosed playful puppy because despite being almost 13 years old he looks like a puppy dog. He wasn't running, HE WAS FLYING IN THE AIR WITH SUPERSONIC SPEED! But now as if he lost interest in life...Pray with me please!



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IT IS EXTREMELY COLD IN HUNGARY... MINUS 25 CELSIUS AT NIGHT, MINUS 12-15 CELSIUS AT DAYTIME. I HAVE A COLD OR FLU - I SUFFER FROM COLD BECAUSE I CAN'T HEAT MY HOME TO BE WARM ENOUGH... ELECTRIC HEATING IS FAR TOO EXPENSIVE... I HAAAAAAAAAAAATE COLD!!! FOR HOW LONG WILL IT LAST???







Please pray for my little dog KUSIA! He is very weak and confused, sleeping all day. Kusia is on the veranda through the night because he is not housebroken as Dezső, the other dog. But Kusia, contrary to Dezső, is a gentle, good little dog who is always so friendly to everyone. When the vet visits to give them the yearly shot, he looks around asking: "Where is that smiling dog?" Kusia had never hurt me or others. He has a gentle soul. Only hedgehogs can get a rise out of him...

Now I moved the little guy to the bathroom and put many blankets under his body to keep him warm and be comforted. He is sleeping now - it looks like a healing sleep to me... Please pray for my sweet fourlegged friend to get well soon! He is a pretty old guy, almost 13... Thank you.