I'm going through so much I can't sit and type it but I will try. I will just stick to what I'm going through right now and not go into my horrible pass. I am going through a divorce originally my husband and I were supposed to move into different places get professional help an move back in together. It's been almost six months everything bad has happened since. He found a woman who has a child (we don't have kids) they live together now an have known each other for one month. We have been married 2 an a half years been together for 7 years I went to his place crying my eyes out tO make it work he told me no because he loves his new giRlfriend. I have been involved with someone else but this man just ended it with me because he said I was too insecure for him an that I should eave him alone. Both these men have killed my feelings an self esteem. My friend who is spiritual is telling me I need to be single get right with god an focus on school. I am trying but I am so depressed I can't. I find myself turning to dating sites etc for happiness. I have never been single since I was 13 years old I have always had a back up boyfriend until this day. I am 27 and am still doing the same thing. My husband and I are not completely divorced but we will be. He took all the money out the account. I make an hourly budget he makes salary. I'm struggling like crazy. I have my bachelors degree I'm going back to school to become a nurse then a doctor after that. I'm working, classes, studying, church, fake smiles during the day, volunteering etc. my family is here but they don't know complete details as to what's going on. I'm the only in the marriage who originally wanted out so they are looking at me horrible! I can't focus on anything during the day. I cry at night. I've screamed in the car. I called the prayer line but nobody answers. To top all this off I CANT HAVE KIDS! that kills a womans soul! The small amount of friends I do have judge me so I don't tell them anything... I don't trust anyone the list goes on. I jus need prayer that I continue to pray, worship, think positive and live. It's hard it's soooooo hard. Can anyone imagine being alone inside a lil bubble but finally finding strength in the morning to get up an fake smile? Getting sick, loosing weight, giving unnecessary attitudes! This isn't me I'm scared anda don't know what to do. I've prayed I've read I've cried I worship I'm just lost for words now. I NEED HELP before I kill myself or have a nervous break down
Father, in the name of Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior ~ I ask for total healing of this dear woman in body, mind and soul. I ask you dear Lord to comfort her and bless her right now. Remove all pain and send holy angels to minister to her healing. I thank you Jesus for your mercy. Amen
Father God, I pray for this daughter of Yours who is going through such a terrible season right now. I pray that You will bless her with strength and perseverence. I pray that she will be blessed by turning to Your Word for answers, and that You will speak to her through Your Word loudly and clearly. I pray that You will provide to her a blessing that she really needs right now. In Jesus' Name, amen
You got to let go and let God solve your problems. I’ve been through anguish where I was so hurt and anxious for my problems to be resolved right now because they were so painful. I had to learn that God will solves our problems in His time, if we just have faith and believe He will make things all right, and all things will work out perfectly, because God is perfect and He loves us. He did it for me and He will do it for you! Letting go and putting your faith in God is the answer to all your distresses.
This bible verse will help you. “Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. Philippians 4:6 “I promise you if you put your faith in God and give your problems and distresses to Him you will not be ashamed. May God Bless you and your family!
Dear Djtrini, I can relate to your situation on many levels and understand your pain. I will pray for you to have peace of mind, for you to love yourself and be confident in who you are. Something I have trouble with is seeking love from others when I don't love myself. I think being happy starts with stepping back and taking a good look at who you are, what makes you happy. It sounds like you are doing a great job building a career, and think of how many lives you are going to come in contact with, and how many of those can lead to friendships and more. You could even meet someone who has kids who need a mother figure in their life. The more people who love them the better off they will be. Once you get in a healthy routine you could even adopt. Just remember that there is so much in the world to experience that you must not waste it in self doubt. God will provide you with everything that you need, and these hardships will make you stronger and wiser. God Bless you and hang in there.
god knows your hurt just talk to him sincerely he hears and is there for you. father please place people in her life who can help to asisst and also your angels to comfort things will get better have FAITH. dont g iv e up may sound corny but god loves you..yes you...